无言又有言的我。。。

没有人可以听到我的倾诉。。。
没有人愿意倾听我的心。。。
全都在说。。。
没人愿意。。。
我只能告诉我的泪我的心。。。
感觉。。。
人好复杂。。。
我讨厌。。。


快乐对我应该是必需品。。。
而不是奢侈品吧。。。

为什么我的皮在笑
可是我的眼睛不在笑呢？？？
是皮在笑肉不在笑吗？？？


为什么。？？？
我没有闹脾气的权利呢？？



即使是哭诉。。。
有人会理会我吗？？
不是我要自卑。。。
而是外在加内在。。。
都是。。。。





好了
到了尾声。。。
老话。。。
谢谢你们的阅读～
及有开心的一天～

complicated...

my life is complicated...
我也想要平凡得人生。。。
可是发生了。。。
不能改变。。。
只能改变自己。。。


没有家人的支持。。。
自己支持自己。。。

我大哥。。。
好像要帮我。。。
可是不懂成功吗？？？
当然我希望成功。。。


很累的叻。。。
哭。。。
哭。。。
哭。。。
最后还是要面对
不管你哭得多惨。。。
生活还是要活下去。。。
人生就是这样的。。。



在最后的最后，，，
希望你们 have a nice day~
and thank you for reading ~
cheer upppppppppppp...

信

是一封令人感动的信在还没开之前
开了后变得有点沉重
看了觉得有点欣慰
过后到了回信的时刻
感觉我会太老实了
可是没办法
我是个诚实的人
我希望我的真心能感动别人
虽然真相永远是残酷的

希望你们都过得好～
还有谢谢阅读～

school

my school life start again
that's mean i want to be under pressure again
haha
haha
SPM
SPM

today

today i go to youok centre that place is at DESA PETALING
for wat?
do the 量子检测
my god i know something about myself and some secret

now i think is time to change myself
haha
it is sad
cause i'm a person that dun wan to change
you know i want live in peace
but now i know is time to change


although i want to change but i still got some challenge to cross over
it is my parents
i hope they will let me go
It is really need a lot of courage to done this decide


fighting ～
thanks for reading^^
and have a nice day^^

yesterday

i post these on my facebook~

thn now i post it on my blogger~

"haha~
very tired
met friend at'hai long'restaurant
drink something got alcohol
and some were drunk or face turing red~

we were chatting,laughing,play miss called ,sms, played games
i think this is the only chance we all sit together eating and chatting
i'm so glad that i have attend this dinner ~

have a fun~

but i worry about that we meet each other in the future
i think it will be awkward right..."

now this is the new additional for my reader~
yesterday i'm happy
it is real~
i hope we will be friend~
although they all are youger thn me except jack and kean chun~


now i want to say have a nice and thanks for reading~
cause this words will make my reader happy and feel good`~~^^

stuck on my head

wahahaha
all the guys from the camp
thay all said got song stuck on their head or mind

haha~
most of the people are from KL lar
haha
cause they are my new friend

the song that stuck on our head is "the eye of a child "and "this is the moment"
haha
so funny




lastly i miss the song"from the eye of a child"
why i can't find the song